火柴女孩

划一根火柴,
燃尽的那一刻我的眼前又会出现怎么一个景象呢?
我想像自己是那个女孩...
可是我做不到,
不愿划任一根火柴...
有一种害怕
怕燃尽手上的火柴也幻构不出

我的天堂...


{L!gHt}

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May 2, 2011

Recently...

Yes, there's been quite a long time i didnt go back to Ipoh~~
Wow... I cant even calculate how many weeks are there...
Its quite a relief~ =)
Cause almost assignments are done~
Now! just left the PCA project!!


Today, my friend sick.. >.<
again... another "quite a long time" I didn't take care of a patient~
People around me are healthy and full of blessing.. 
*God Bless =)*


But, now *ta nah!*
one of my friend sick~ =(
have to take care of a patient lar...
A person who don't take medicine... Hmmm..
*He said later cant have next generation wor :p*
Although  fever... but yet, wouldn't take Panadol~ 
Aiks!


What to do.... drink more water will help, perhaps...
Hope my friend recover faster lar....
See friend sick, my heart will pain...  :(

Peeps!! pray for my friend ba~

Here my sick friend.. LOL..
Pray for him.. =)
recover fater!!
*hahaha! I think he will kill me if he see this :p*




























Anyway~ there is a song of the day!
是非题from fan fan!! =)
a song from a leng lui~~ HOO~







{Jia} [宁]
L!gHt


Apr 16, 2011

Update!!Update!!

Have been a long time didn't blog~
Hoo~

Finally...
some burdens....
*GONE*  ^^

Let's see whats left over here...
*wait! Before that, let's count whats i have been doing all this while~*

1.  Business Project
2.  Academic Writing
3.  MUET
4.  PBS assignment1


Now... lets see the one havent done.. :'(
1. PBS assignment                 *20/4* 
2. PBS quiz                           *this week*
3. Accounting assignment        *26/4*
4. PBS project                        *29/4*
5. PCA project 0.o!!!               *week12* 
6. catch up PCA, PBS,PBU...     *asap >.<*



OMG...
and one month to go to FINAL!! >.<*

NO WORRY!!
KEEP moving!!
Dont STOP!!
JUST CONTINUE~~~
the momemtum... =)

Dont break down so easy ya~=)
i know u can..
God bless.. =D






{Jia} [宁]
L!gHt

没有了。。。 站起来了 =)

最近,有个人陈赞我说:她很勇敢,她继续走她的路了...
 

是吗?
是的...
都放下了,
就在那晚,
当我呕的时候,
那所有所有,
也一起呕出来了...


等待。。。





















就是这样...
原本就应该那么简单吧?
有了主人,
就不必再纠缠,
不必再想,
不必再期待,
不必再有任何的希望...


原来那幼苗早就发芽了,
是自己太固执,
不愿接受...

今天回头
望了望,
想了想,

没错,
那本事儿是盲目的。

受过伤了,
不敢再有更多的妄想。

该乖乖等待
不要再不小心,
别糊涂,
该小心。


做个酷的人吧!=)
















得吸取教训,不是吗?
人,就是这样...
要受过伤,
才会成长的...


人,就是这样...
要失去了,
才会珍惜的...

人,就是这样...
要跌到了,
才明白痛的滋味儿~


有首歌,歌词唱着:
因为爱情,
不会轻易悲伤。
因为爱情,
怎么会有沧桑。


是吗?
没关系...
受伤过,
有点儿怕了...
不敢触碰那玩意儿~

别想太多了,
振作吧~
一定会出现的,
等着吧~
他会在某个角落。

他...
在等一会儿,
就出现了...


不知不觉,都过了那么久了啊。。。 ^^







{Jia} [宁]
L!gHt

Mar 30, 2011

Recent Update!!

Recently, really busy till i feel like gg~~ @.@
Stress sial~
the mini business project... @@
Account assignment... @@
PCA assignment + project... @@
English academic paper... @@
PBS assignment... @@

Everyday doing the same thing...
6 pm straight do business thing...

Haiz...
now also gtg...
cause tmr have a lab test~


Hope these days will end soon... >.<


PBU havent study at all...
AHHHHAAAHHH!!!!!! 




hope can blog again soon...
but now really dont have time...




{Jia} [宁]
L!gHt

Mar 12, 2011

该是时候。。。长大了。。。

一直以来,
从以前到现在,
承认
怕辛苦~
怕痛~
怕受到伤害~
怕麻烦~
怕遇到挫折~


但问世间,
有谁会想要麻烦?
有谁会喜欢碰上挫折?
有谁会喜欢被伤害?


我一直都想过一些,
简单~
方便~
轻松~
无忧无虑~
的生活。


了,
不该在这样,
浪费时间...
浪费生命...


是时候,

了。。。

时候,
受伤,有人心痛
失落,有人安慰
现在,
遇到困难自己就该学会面对~
困难要用我的坚强和努力勇敢面对~
该用心
去追~
去找~
我的方向...

做人,
就是那么不容易,
想要轻松之前,
艰辛的旅程是少不了的。
得先付出,
才会得到结果。
切记有因才有果也




我需要力量
我需要毅力
祈求您能赐予我力量



{Jia} [宁]
L!gHt
















Mar 7, 2011

That's it !! ^^

Wow!! What a great news i got today!!

Yea... I like to work out on the clips ,  videos , all kind of video editing job. ^^
I dreamed i could be the director or work in this field.
But as parents not that encourage, and this kind of work are not that couraging in Malaysia, 
So, i did give up dreaming on working in this entertainment field.

I do love this job.... >.<
But....


As usual, if there is any assignments on video , drama , etc etc, I will be taking up the job of editing as well as directing.
As a normal audience, when i was about 15 , I did love to watch drama, movie ,etc.
while watching, we always comfortable with the angle they shoot and the overall thing.
if we really watch it attentively, we will notice, the tidy tidy little things.
Eg, angle of shooting of the character when she talking to a he.


All this small tidy thing, i did noticed.


So, I also start imagine when im the one who shoot and direct,
Wa... how great is this piece of work! 


Then, now here I am!
Assignments..
I did few videos , the first one was ok =)
Now! the second drama I did!
 Note: before shooting, 
I will most probably have the image in my mind, 
and i had imagine how my video would be, 
then only I can do the shooting job smoothly.


But! this time, I barely have some image only.. >.<
Before I start shooting, I can just got the premovie in my mind , and the rest.. =X oppss.. 


So, I pray hard... Hope when I start the shooting work the image will come out itself and I can do the work smoothly...


As the result, the clips clips are just ok~ 
not much attractive. >.<
Have to add lots of other elements to cover up the imperfect part.


So, the editing works, surprised me,
the effect are not bad! Woots! ^^

It did gave a lot of changes to the video.

At least its more attractive, more interesting, manage to give audience more of the suspence issues...


THE MAIN POINT! lol..
I view the video in class today.!
Lecturer like it very much!
He did gave a high score and have high expectation to us.
He would like us to make it more prefect.



"Although people always advised that do whatever we would like to, don't too care about what people think about us."
Be the Director of ourself  =)
just.. dont get too influence by others =p



But, if we wanted to improve, of course we need comments from others.

I am HAPPY! That, my piece of work....
PEOPLE ENJOY VIEW IT!
lecturer satisfied with it and give us high expectation.

I know this video, because its too rush, and I did the shooting work without fully prepared, Sure the video got quite lots of flaws...
He look forward to us, he hope we can do one which is perfect one.


得到别人的认同就犹如拿到糖果的小孩~
如吾心情也~ XD
WOW!! How great, How happy. How I suppose to describe my feeling... ^^
Honestly, I did love to get feedback from people.
How pleased I am! when lecturer agreed with my piece of work!!

I gonna work it out again...
I want the next video close to perfect!
I gonna redo the video~~ 




 =D
I CAN DO THIS!!

*the problem is.. I doubt.. Am i making a correct choice?
I should have go for mass com instead of accounting...
Is accounting really my future? 
Am I really like accounting?
What will be my life if i would like that step into that field...
Wonder..
Wondering...
I wonder..... >.<
God.. please...
give me some hints..





{Jia} [宁]
L!gHt

Mar 5, 2011

L!gHt 之另一个星期六

星期六晚上,
我宿舍的走廊又没电。。。
在没电的夜晚,
那。。。
可怕的寂寞~

又来侵袭人类。。。

没电的夜晚
[寂寞]
[空虚]
    更加的明显。。。

还好~
那闪烁的街灯依然亮着
这令在下的心有了少须的安慰 =)

这也是其中一个原因啊~
在整理着情绪时,
在那漆黑一片的夜晚
在那端,
闪耀着许多小小的灯儿~

顿时,
点亮了
整个寂寞,空虚的夜晚。。。

早上那太过刺眼的阳光就免了

我享受的是
那闪烁着
那点亮着
夜晚
那很多很多的
那在夜里称王的



nice picture..
good thing is meant to be shared.. lol..

another lonely night...
haiz....        




{Jia} [宁]
L!gHt