Change!! CHAnge!! CHANGE!!!

Errr.. first of all, 
You all may need not to read this. 
hahaha..
cause the below one, 
is what I write for myself...
To remind myself...
You all may ignore this... lol...

* But, if you decided to continue reading...
Please~ once again.. please dont judge me by reading the below words that I wrote... Im not a really that " bad " lar... 

Just that I would like to be a more and more better person. =D




Yes! i wanted to change!
I wanted to change to be a better person!!
I wanted to change to be a better person SO BADLY!!



There's no point, keep asking people feedback,
in stead, 
I didn't do any changes at all... >.<


I always wondering...
Am I good enough?
Am I a good person?





I not gentle enough, right?

* I mean as a girl.

I not firm enough, right?


I making too much jokes, which made people thought that Im not a serious person, right?


I made too much noise that people think Imma noisy... talkative person, right?


I said something not in the correct timing, right?

I make jokes at wrong timing which people will dislike it?

I made fun of people, which will cause people feel that im annoying?

my poor girl... :(

Arghh... 
I wanted to change!!



I Am wanna CHANGE!!!

Let set this as my goal...


I thought I not a bad person...
I thought Imma a good friend...
I thought I have a lot of friends (I mean I used to think that)




Change, Jia Ling.. 
Change to a better person!

Tell yourself everyday!

Dont do too much of stupid things that waste your time.

 

Built up [Trust] among people.
Built up [Image] of JiaLing. 
Built up [Stamina].



Be a better person, Jia Ling...
Its useful for you...
for your future...
for your own good...


Trust me...

the one who always want

everygood thing for you 

=)

 

[L!gHt]

Another Saturday in Cyberjaya~

Pi pii : I can understand how boring you all will be in campus during weekend.

          So, tomorrow I may bring you all out lar... 

Wow!! such a nice friend I have ^^
As he said, noon, we (Pi Pii, Stephen,Vivian and me) :D went IOI mall for lunch at "Asam House" if not mistaken.. lol..


Then! MOVIE TIME!! :D
We watch "SANCTUM"  

Wah... peeps!!
I strongly recommand this show, anyway.
I think its kindda nice show.
I accidentally T.T for this show.
Ermmm.. I cant really express my feeling through words...


Errrr... Alright , here is what the story about...

During an underwater cave exploration in Papua New Guinea, few people are trapped when a cyclone starts flooding the cave. With the water going up and the air running out, their only hope of survival is to travel through the unexplored underwater caves following the course of the river that leads into the  ocean.


Errmm.. I don't think i shouldn't write everything out, right? 
If not you guys wouldnt have the excitements already lar..  :p




The part which made me T.T is when Josh (the son) is forced to mercy kill his father because his father was injured badly because of the **n o* B**** ( someone in the movie :p). 


Yea... I cant really imagine what would I do if Im in that situation too...
Chinese people used to say "人不为己，天诛地灭"
People will change, will be as selfish as you cant imagine, just to be survive in all kind of situations. 
Some of them decided to sacrifice themselves...
Some of them decided to " You die ; I survive"...
This movie shown, people may go insane to get one last breath... I mean survive.. Hmm..

I barely imagine Im in that situation, what will I do.. >.<
Too mean to make any kind of decisions...


And! another lesson, 

"Dont get panic, no matter how critical the situation is. Steady, will lead the way out..."

*another word, God will lead the way. =)

>.< sorry ar.. although i knew this 3 words long time ago, this movie.. lol.. no wonder its 18 one lar.. the ***k word, **n o* B****, wah wah wah.. repeat quite a lot of times. okay.. stop that... its... arhh.. forget about it.. 

* please dont judge me through what i wrote ar.. i just write out the fact.. >.<

not bad lar.. quite excited!! >.< 

when you people watch it, you will find out what i mean... the "excitements" of this movie... :p

{Jia} [宁]
L!gHt

L!ght - S!cK....

Monday night,

i should have drink more water..

I had 2 bowls of "fa sheng hu"...
There were people advised me not to take too much of it, cause its may cause me fever or sore throat.
But, i ignored them. >.<!! 

Then, the consequences are I got sore throat.
Its my bad also... i didn't drink much water.

*cause im lazy to go refill water (no more water in my room :p)

Then Wednesday,
I started to feel a bit hot.. i mean my body temperature...
I ignored it.
and went out doing survey with my teammate,
one of my teammate who is my leader is sick too... =(

Today, i had fever... started from morning...
So, im sorry people, i promised not to skip class.
But today after my lab, 
I feel like if i don't get rest now, I might be faint during the PBS class.. >.<

WA!! i dont want to be the apple a!! ><

hen, i went back and have rest... sleep... Zzzz.
Maybe Im really too tired...
I sleep 8 hours last night! 
i didnt sleep late, and i wake up early... 
Hmmm.. but yet, Im so tired...
I sleep like a p*g.. ><!!
Dont even notice Vivian was back. @.@










Skipped one class already, cant be skip for the second class...

i should take more these.. ^^

Then i dragged myself to lecture hall,
to my last lecture with Mr Willie Poh.

It was raining,
Ahh~~
I miss my warmy jacket...

*I borrow Kah Wai already, since he sicked. 

But today, I was freezing... ==


Finally, i feel much more better now~ ^^

Thanks for concern, peeps! 
I feel warm with that. Hooo~
wanna have a healthy body...
so that, can do things much more efficient!! ^^

{Jia} [宁]
L!gHt

What happen to me recently...... = =

Recently, im kindda weird....

I lack of motivation...
I drop things easily...
I always having weird dreams no matter its short nap or in the night...
Stamina dropped...
Laziness~~~


What happen to me... >.<!!

Please..
Someone please lead me...
Someone please hold me...
Someone please motivate me...

*its sounds depentable...

But at least hold me up, 

I will follow the momentum...

And continue moving on~~

I know i must move on...

Shouldnt give excuse to myself...

I know...

I knew...

Dont expect to have ease life...

We need to go through hard, pain, bitter 

in our life,

then only we can get the ease , peace, 

Life...

Oh.. God..

Please Lead me.. 

I wish...

Right after this post, 

I will be energised.

 

 

 

 

{Jia} [宁]
L!gHt

 

1... 2... 3... 4... 5... 6... 7... ^^

这将会是此部落格的第一篇华语篇。 =D

没错，我的确很羡慕妈妈，她有一班从小玩到大的好朋友。
我没有那样的福分，
4年级，搬家=换新环境=换新朋友。

*换新朋友？？sounds wrong huh? xDD

中学，又转校了。

再次，换新环境=换新朋友。

有句话，朋友我有很多啊！

但，每当你发生什么事的时候，

又有多少个会对你伸出援手？

朋友们，

是时候想想了!

还好！

我也不差！

我想我至少会有几个~ ^^

they are twt,wsm,cbk,tkt,grm.
for those not listed, no need feel bad,
you all are just in my heart,
didnt list out only lar... ^^

非常高兴，荣幸~能拥有他们在我身边~
I'm sorry cause i mixed both language in this post.. ><!!
and disappoint you that "这将会是此部落格的第一篇华语篇" hahaha!!
I really have to thank them.

Once, someone told me, im a person that not easy to tolerate with.
So, those friends who still stay with you, they are your true friends, appreciate them. =D
Anyway, I think i did make a change,
I did control my temper, not as last time.
But I admit im kind of self-conceit person.

*Erm.. Wondering... hahaha.. Friends, did i change it? or at least did i improve?? ^^
alright, honest feedback will do! Please! ^^




I always ask feedback from people around me.
I think i did become a more patient person.
I think i did change lots about the temper thingy.. LOL


I knew Im person that type of talkative one. 
So, when im quiet, it will be weird. xDD
they will think that jialing emo ing a?



Here the answer! im not, im just T.H.I.N.K.I.N.G =)   
I dont really like to admit that i am emoing... 
Cause i knew it will affect the atmosphere.
So, i rather become a temporary quiet person. =)

And when this kind of situation happen, 
Friends, you are welcome to 
*pat pat : My dear friend, everything will go fine, I here with you.


This sentence and gentle movement will help.
And not least, hehehe.. my favourite scene... Lighty~~ ^^


Friends, please do tell me when i did something wrong okay?
Or which kind of habits/ attitube will make you not comfortable.

*may text me, leave comment, facebook pm me , etc etc..

I appreciate this alot!! thank you! ^^

Well, I will grow, 

I would like to become a better person.
Once again, thank you, my dear friends who tolerate with me... ^^
I will improve~!! hua hua hua~

In fact , i still hold on this quotation!

明天不一定更好

但，更好的明天一定会到来...

*there there!! 

the one who copy my sentence!!

Ahem!! Grrr...

at least inform me first before you post it out mar.. 

Ahem..

 

Friends, Im happy you all are always be with me ^^

I really really really do. ^^  
Thank you. <3 <3 

Never left out,

To all My dear Friends!

When you need help,

Im always there for you=)

When you need a shoulder,

Im always there for you =)

When you need a listener,

Im always there for you =)

When you need someone to talk,

Im always there for you =)

But,sorry ar... =p

If you need Money $$,

I will help as much as possible lar~

Im not that $$ one ar.. ><!! 

xDD

 

{Jia} [宁]
L!gHt

Contact Jia~

Well, girls dont usually leave their number everywhere... since, girls hah.. :p

Anyway, if there is urgent... 
In Facebook , you can search for me there. ^^

*Since im quite active in facebook. 

I can get lot's of information over there... :p

Facebook : jialing_ling@yahoo.com
Name      : Hew Jia Ling




I dont usually open the chat box in Facebook anyway...
So, here is msn, if u have something want to chat with me.. 
Imma good listener ^^ 

*Self assuming.. xDD But true lar =)

MSN   : ling_jialing1992@hotmail.com
Skype : hew.jia.ling      ( seldom on one >.< )  


Here are my contact ^^ 
Have a nice Day!!

{Jia} [宁]
L!gHt

Its Valentine DAYS! HOO~

From the title sounds like im very excited about it,
but the actual is not. xDD
Just I didnt celebrate it before and i think, not for this year too.

Yea, I admit, im suck in this kind of lovely lovely thingy. 
If anyone ask, 2 words will do. 

"No Experience"

hahaha.. sounds a bit emo~

Not emo actually, just unconsciously imma 19... hahaha!

Nevermind! 9 years to go!

*I planned to get marry before 30 actually.. better is 28 years old, maybe? xDD

Im still waiting.. ^^ I know he will appear someone in the future.

Someone will really take care of me ^^ 

(walao~ sounds wanted to be in a relationship so badly?? ) 

Let it be... God will arrange for us =) i know that.

Just hoping.. wishing.. hahaha.. looking forward to it.. 

Anyway, once again i emphasized IM NOT THAT desperate , okay.. xD

Although I do have someone in my mind. Oppss.. ><!! hahaha.. 

"Admit it if you really DO!" 

But just let God arrange it, dont want to think too much of it.

Too much of something is not good, aren't?

Get hurt once is more than enough, i need not to grow throughout the pain.

I just look forward to the peaceful thing.

Just like the Jazz music..

Smooth~ Soft~ Melody that you wouldnt not get sick of it for ur entire life~! xDD

Well, I love jazz, as it comfort me, it makes my temper gone, it makes me more gentle! WOW! what a great one huh~ ^^

On valentine day, guess what song will i play with guitar? 

The answer is.....................

Deng deng deng deng!!

Happy Birthday song!!

Hahaha.. purposely wrote it small.. cause its lame.. :p 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UItwesUySzw

Don't Make Me Wait For Love 

By Kenny G anf Lenny Williams

Note:

Sorry, just now eating dinner that time, suddenly "thinking" , cause the reason i also cant count it out, it's complicated anyway. =D

Anyhow, after going to my secret place and taking bath, I feel much more better. At this moment, words can be saved, just accompany me, stay beside me will do. ^^ 

Thank you to WeiHan that sitting beside me 

right now who make me feel much more better. :))

{Jia} [宁]
L!gHt