Change!! CHAnge!! CHANGE!!!

Errr.. first of all, 
You all may need not to read this. 
hahaha..
cause the below one, 
is what I write for myself...
To remind myself...
You all may ignore this... lol...

* But, if you decided to continue reading...
Please~ once again.. please dont judge me by reading the below words that I wrote... Im not a really that " bad " lar... 

Just that I would like to be a more and more better person. =D




Yes! i wanted to change!
I wanted to change to be a better person!!
I wanted to change to be a better person SO BADLY!!



There's no point, keep asking people feedback,
in stead, 
I didn't do any changes at all... >.<


I always wondering...
Am I good enough?
Am I a good person?





I not gentle enough, right?

* I mean as a girl.

I not firm enough, right?


I making too much jokes, which made people thought that Im not a serious person, right?


I made too much noise that people think Imma noisy... talkative person, right?


I said something not in the correct timing, right?

I make jokes at wrong timing which people will dislike it?

I made fun of people, which will cause people feel that im annoying?

my poor girl... :(

Arghh... 
I wanted to change!!



I Am wanna CHANGE!!!

Let set this as my goal...


I thought I not a bad person...
I thought Imma a good friend...
I thought I have a lot of friends (I mean I used to think that)




Change, Jia Ling.. 
Change to a better person!

Tell yourself everyday!

Dont do too much of stupid things that waste your time.

 

Built up [Trust] among people.
Built up [Image] of JiaLing. 
Built up [Stamina].



Be a better person, Jia Ling...
Its useful for you...
for your future...
for your own good...


Trust me...

the one who always want

everygood thing for you 

=)

 

[L!gHt]

Another Saturday in Cyberjaya~

Pi pii : I can understand how boring you all will be in campus during weekend.

          So, tomorrow I may bring you all out lar... 

Wow!! such a nice friend I have ^^
As he said, noon, we (Pi Pii, Stephen,Vivian and me) :D went IOI mall for lunch at "Asam House" if not mistaken.. lol..


Then! MOVIE TIME!! :D
We watch "SANCTUM"  

Wah... peeps!!
I strongly recommand this show, anyway.
I think its kindda nice show.
I accidentally T.T for this show.
Ermmm.. I cant really express my feeling through words...


Errrr... Alright , here is what the story about...

During an underwater cave exploration in Papua New Guinea, few people are trapped when a cyclone starts flooding the cave. With the water going up and the air running out, their only hope of survival is to travel through the unexplored underwater caves following the course of the river that leads into the  ocean.


Errmm.. I don't think i shouldn't write everything out, right? 
If not you guys wouldnt have the excitements already lar..  :p




The part which made me T.T is when Josh (the son) is forced to mercy kill his father because his father was injured badly because of the **n o* B**** ( someone in the movie :p). 


Yea... I cant really imagine what would I do if Im in that situation too...
Chinese people used to say "人不为己，天诛地灭"
People will change, will be as selfish as you cant imagine, just to be survive in all kind of situations. 
Some of them decided to sacrifice themselves...
Some of them decided to " You die ; I survive"...
This movie shown, people may go insane to get one last breath... I mean survive.. Hmm..

I barely imagine Im in that situation, what will I do.. >.<
Too mean to make any kind of decisions...


And! another lesson, 

"Dont get panic, no matter how critical the situation is. Steady, will lead the way out..."

*another word, God will lead the way. =)

>.< sorry ar.. although i knew this 3 words long time ago, this movie.. lol.. no wonder its 18 one lar.. the ***k word, **n o* B****, wah wah wah.. repeat quite a lot of times. okay.. stop that... its... arhh.. forget about it.. 

* please dont judge me through what i wrote ar.. i just write out the fact.. >.<

not bad lar.. quite excited!! >.< 

when you people watch it, you will find out what i mean... the "excitements" of this movie... :p

{Jia} [宁]
L!gHt

L!ght - S!cK....

Monday night,

i should have drink more water..

I had 2 bowls of "fa sheng hu"...
There were people advised me not to take too much of it, cause its may cause me fever or sore throat.
But, i ignored them. >.<!! 

Then, the consequences are I got sore throat.
Its my bad also... i didn't drink much water.

*cause im lazy to go refill water (no more water in my room :p)

Then Wednesday,
I started to feel a bit hot.. i mean my body temperature...
I ignored it.
and went out doing survey with my teammate,
one of my teammate who is my leader is sick too... =(

Today, i had fever... started from morning...
So, im sorry people, i promised not to skip class.
But today after my lab, 
I feel like if i don't get rest now, I might be faint during the PBS class.. >.<

WA!! i dont want to be the apple a!! ><

hen, i went back and have rest... sleep... Zzzz.
Maybe Im really too tired...
I sleep 8 hours last night! 
i didnt sleep late, and i wake up early... 
Hmmm.. but yet, Im so tired...
I sleep like a p*g.. ><!!
Dont even notice Vivian was back. @.@










Skipped one class already, cant be skip for the second class...

i should take more these.. ^^

Then i dragged myself to lecture hall,
to my last lecture with Mr Willie Poh.

It was raining,
Ahh~~
I miss my warmy jacket...

*I borrow Kah Wai already, since he sicked. 

But today, I was freezing... ==


Finally, i feel much more better now~ ^^

Thanks for concern, peeps! 
I feel warm with that. Hooo~
wanna have a healthy body...
so that, can do things much more efficient!! ^^

{Jia} [宁]
L!gHt

What happen to me recently...... = =

Recently, im kindda weird....

I lack of motivation...
I drop things easily...
I always having weird dreams no matter its short nap or in the night...
Stamina dropped...
Laziness~~~


What happen to me... >.<!!

Please..
Someone please lead me...
Someone please hold me...
Someone please motivate me...

*its sounds depentable...

But at least hold me up, 

I will follow the momentum...

And continue moving on~~

I know i must move on...

Shouldnt give excuse to myself...

I know...

I knew...

Dont expect to have ease life...

We need to go through hard, pain, bitter 

in our life,

then only we can get the ease , peace, 

Life...

Oh.. God..

Please Lead me.. 

I wish...

Right after this post, 

I will be energised.

 

 

 

 

{Jia} [宁]
L!gHt

 

1... 2... 3... 4... 5... 6... 7... ^^

这将会是此部落格的第一篇华语篇。 =D

没错，我的确很羡慕妈妈，她有一班从小玩到大的好朋友。
我没有那样的福分，
4年级，搬家=换新环境=换新朋友。

*换新朋友？？sounds wrong huh? xDD

中学，又转校了。

再次，换新环境=换新朋友。

有句话，朋友我有很多啊！

但，每当你发生什么事的时候，

又有多少个会对你伸出援手？

朋友们，

是时候想想了!

还好！

我也不差！

我想我至少会有几个~ ^^

they are twt,wsm,cbk,tkt,grm.
for those not listed, no need feel bad,
you all are just in my heart,
didnt list out only lar... ^^

非常高兴，荣幸~能拥有他们在我身边~
I'm sorry cause i mixed both language in this post.. ><!!
and disappoint you that "这将会是此部落格的第一篇华语篇" hahaha!!
I really have to thank them.

Once, someone told me, im a person that not easy to tolerate with.
So, those friends who still stay with you, they are your true friends, appreciate them. =D
Anyway, I think i did make a change,
I did control my temper, not as last time.
But I admit im kind of self-conceit person.

*Erm.. Wondering... hahaha.. Friends, did i change it? or at least did i improve?? ^^
alright, honest feedback will do! Please! ^^




I always ask feedback from people around me.
I think i did become a more patient person.
I think i did change lots about the temper thingy.. LOL


I knew Im person that type of talkative one. 
So, when im quiet, it will be weird. xDD
they will think that jialing emo ing a?



Here the answer! im not, im just T.H.I.N.K.I.N.G =)   
I dont really like to admit that i am emoing... 
Cause i knew it will affect the atmosphere.
So, i rather become a temporary quiet person. =)

And when this kind of situation happen, 
Friends, you are welcome to 
*pat pat : My dear friend, everything will go fine, I here with you.


This sentence and gentle movement will help.
And not least, hehehe.. my favourite scene... Lighty~~ ^^


Friends, please do tell me when i did something wrong okay?
Or which kind of habits/ attitube will make you not comfortable.

*may text me, leave comment, facebook pm me , etc etc..

I appreciate this alot!! thank you! ^^

Well, I will grow, 

I would like to become a better person.
Once again, thank you, my dear friends who tolerate with me... ^^
I will improve~!! hua hua hua~

In fact , i still hold on this quotation!

明天不一定更好

但，更好的明天一定会到来...

*there there!! 

the one who copy my sentence!!

Ahem!! Grrr...

at least inform me first before you post it out mar.. 

Ahem..

 

Friends, Im happy you all are always be with me ^^

I really really really do. ^^  
Thank you. <3 <3 

Never left out,

To all My dear Friends!

When you need help,

Im always there for you=)

When you need a shoulder,

Im always there for you =)

When you need a listener,

Im always there for you =)

When you need someone to talk,

Im always there for you =)

But,sorry ar... =p

If you need Money $$,

I will help as much as possible lar~

Im not that $$ one ar.. ><!! 

xDD

 

{Jia} [宁]
L!gHt

Contact Jia~

Well, girls dont usually leave their number everywhere... since, girls hah.. :p

Anyway, if there is urgent... 
In Facebook , you can search for me there. ^^

*Since im quite active in facebook. 

I can get lot's of information over there... :p

Facebook : jialing_ling@yahoo.com
Name      : Hew Jia Ling




I dont usually open the chat box in Facebook anyway...
So, here is msn, if u have something want to chat with me.. 
Imma good listener ^^ 

*Self assuming.. xDD But true lar =)

MSN   : ling_jialing1992@hotmail.com
Skype : hew.jia.ling      ( seldom on one >.< )  


Here are my contact ^^ 
Have a nice Day!!

{Jia} [宁]
L!gHt

Its Valentine DAYS! HOO~

From the title sounds like im very excited about it,
but the actual is not. xDD
Just I didnt celebrate it before and i think, not for this year too.

Yea, I admit, im suck in this kind of lovely lovely thingy. 
If anyone ask, 2 words will do. 

"No Experience"

hahaha.. sounds a bit emo~

Not emo actually, just unconsciously imma 19... hahaha!

Nevermind! 9 years to go!

*I planned to get marry before 30 actually.. better is 28 years old, maybe? xDD

Im still waiting.. ^^ I know he will appear someone in the future.

Someone will really take care of me ^^ 

(walao~ sounds wanted to be in a relationship so badly?? ) 

Let it be... God will arrange for us =) i know that.

Just hoping.. wishing.. hahaha.. looking forward to it.. 

Anyway, once again i emphasized IM NOT THAT desperate , okay.. xD

Although I do have someone in my mind. Oppss.. ><!! hahaha.. 

"Admit it if you really DO!" 

But just let God arrange it, dont want to think too much of it.

Too much of something is not good, aren't?

Get hurt once is more than enough, i need not to grow throughout the pain.

I just look forward to the peaceful thing.

Just like the Jazz music..

Smooth~ Soft~ Melody that you wouldnt not get sick of it for ur entire life~! xDD

Well, I love jazz, as it comfort me, it makes my temper gone, it makes me more gentle! WOW! what a great one huh~ ^^

On valentine day, guess what song will i play with guitar? 

The answer is.....................

Deng deng deng deng!!

Happy Birthday song!!

Hahaha.. purposely wrote it small.. cause its lame.. :p 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UItwesUySzw

Don't Make Me Wait For Love 

By Kenny G anf Lenny Williams

Note:

Sorry, just now eating dinner that time, suddenly "thinking" , cause the reason i also cant count it out, it's complicated anyway. =D

Anyhow, after going to my secret place and taking bath, I feel much more better. At this moment, words can be saved, just accompany me, stay beside me will do. ^^ 

Thank you to WeiHan that sitting beside me 

right now who make me feel much more better. :))

{Jia} [宁]
L!gHt

 

 

 

 

New Week - First week of my new semester... :)))

Last week was my first week of my third trimester. (Right after CNY)
At the beginning, i wanted to go back this week, cause i would like to go temple (which I go everyone during CNY).
But since there is a class on Friday, it disturb my entire plan. @.@ So, no point going back already.
That's why i STAY. 

Weekend in Cyberjaya

Honestly, I seldom stay in cyberjaya during the weekend. 
Anyway, I gonna enjoy my weekend here. =)

Friday
After 10 am class, i went library,
Planned to study my account, business management and bla bla bla...
Who knows... suddenly my lecturer want us to do some sort of tuitorial presentation on coming week.. @@ such rush... ><!!
Then have to form groups and settle things down, it took my time
and after that also no mood study already, started to play cz with Alvin..
Erm, got improvement  compared to thursday night which i played on my own. :p
then plock.. diner dash... ><!! never study... From 10 am till 7 pm... 
7 pm we went dinner at 113~

First lesson, serious ing~~ ^^

Friday night, Alvin Lim Chen Hup :p (mention his name here cause he is my sifu) He teach me guitar! 
Hahaha.. Finally, i wanted to learn guitar long time ago, just that never take action, till last Friday ^^
He taught me the *g , d and c chords
Vivian , Min min and I were practising till about 1 am then only satisfied and go back and rest.

 




Saturday
Practise guitar.. ^^
Then Victor suddenly said: Let's go! We go watch Green Hornet in noon! 
o.0?!! har?!! serious? xD yea.. 
Then, I had lunch in alamanda with Victor, Wei Han, Philip, Vivian, Stephen, Devid. After lunch, watch "tumting cool" with Wei Han, Victor and Vivian. :p 

*honestly, quite funny la green hornet, not make sense la~ Anyway, he is my idol, what to do? :p i will only willing to pay once for this movie. xD

Went back hostel rest , guitar ing~
Yea, its in progress, now i willing to play Happy birthday song! ^^

820pm Victor text me : im coming.
I quickly walk out, 

*dont want him to wait lar.. I like to be punctual one okay... xD

Dinner in Sunway~ HOO~~ the burger is big, im full~ Yummy~
Then watch people ski~

A movie rha inpire me~

Shaolin time~ ^^
I like this movie, it give me some inspiration.
I "feel feel the feel" in this movie.
Quite alot of feeling appear ~~
I like the song that Andy Lau sing, the song name is "Enlightenment 悟"
Maybe i will post another one for that feeling .. ^^
Then reach hostel already 3 am. 
ZZZzzz..







Today is SUNDAY

Wake up, GUITAR~ xD

then have lunch in Cyberia with Philip, Wei Han, Vivian and last but not least..... Alvin.

Hmm.. now in library..

*Still.. not in mood to study~ ARGHH~~ i have to lar.. at least have some input please.. I pray.. I hope there will be input later. Right after i blog here. As usual, my fingers are still pain when im typing, Nevermind , wanna get used to it, so that play guitar that time can tahan longer~~ ^^

{Jia} [宁]
L!gHt

 

New Semester!! New Start!! GO GO GO!! HOOO~

New semester!! New target!!

Last semester, I didnt set a target to myself.. and just let myself.. lalalala~~ 
But, after the second semester final.. Hmmm.. i guess i need to work hard this semester.

Since talk about "new" hah~

I did have a blog last time, and now decided to close that account and start a "new" blog! =)

Why?

Yea... that blog was mostly wrote when im in moody~ Hmmm..
So! it remind me negetive thingy... So! better start a new one~!
Start a New Jia~
and go for the bright side~
Go to my light~

*alright, according to ghost whisperer, follow the light huh? its about going yo heaven :p  

No worry.. i dont mean i want to go to heaven lar~ =)
Just want to set a target!
Wanted to have a more menaningful life~

Now... Lets talk about new target...

i) STUDY AFTER CLASS.. ^^

ii) read something that useful anf meaningful that can make me a better changes.

iii) become more gentle... dont so man wor.. 
*feedback from friends 

iv) Do sleep at 12 am at wake up early... ( Healthy life style) ^^

Turn into new grass? xDD
*leaves

Yea... symbols a new day~
Improvements  =)

Erm... what else.... cant think anymore now... 
maybe will edit/update it in coming days, if i think anyelse =)


Have a NiCE day!! =D

*i seldom blog at morning... :p 
Note to myself: not bad.. did change what... =)

{Jia} [宁]
L!gHt

Chinese New Year huh??

Noone can deny that time did fly very fast~

Another new year coming...

This year, Rabbit year, I had my reunion dinner in Penang.

Last time always in my grandpa house.
Eh~! Dont misunderstood ar.. My grandpa still here with me =)
Just that cause my uncle bought a new house over there (a bangalow)

So , he invited us to "Chong wong" his house. 

Everything went smoothly~  

yea... too smooth... the feeling gone...
maybe everyone grow up gua... all the grandchildren... We just gambling gambling and gambling~

yes, >< i lose err about RM19.. o.0!!
So, i decided to stop, and watch DVD that i brought~ XD
@.@ watch till i got gastric.. 

Weird huh? (got gastric during CNY?? Impossible !!)

But , its true... while watching DVD, suddenly there was a "strong" feeling in my stomuch. OUCChhh!! ><
Then i went down stair and check maybe there was someone havent sleep and can help me.... Luckliy, my cousin was there, he gave me some biscuit and drinks. i felt better after that. Thank you <3 ^^

chor 1

After eating the breakfast that my aunt prepared,we left,back to ipoh. the breakfast was awesome. Just that there was not salty enough :p

Mom didnt cook that night, Let's guess what we had that night?

We went "guo tai" in tasek. nice food, we had "lou sang" there also ^^

chor 2

Early morning, after breakfast, we went Sungai Siput visit my uncle(mom side)

lion dance performance =)

yea! this year, we manage to watch the lion dance, i took some pictures, it was great! previous years we always missed it, but this year we make it. XD
Lunch time~ yummy!! What my aunt cook were AWESOME A!!! super nice one lur~ and those dishes, really only once a year. Cause my mom dont know how to cook those dishes :p
then, visit here visit there~ and found that this year the angpau.. err hahaha.. not as much last last year~ Inflation?? XD who knows.. maybe...
Then, of course~ GAMBLE.. wow! one uncle said: I be banker! if i lose, i give double! if u lose, nevermind, just pay back the normal price. ^^ hahaha.. but maybe i just dont have luck, still lose.. ><!!
nevermind, just once a year.. let it be~~

"yummy~wanna eat~"

lion dance.. the lion is now going to "eat" the orange and vege on the table

wanna eat?? ERm... dont wan la.. ><!
hahaha~ is part of the performance.
The lion will pretend wanna eat or dont wan to eat =)

"Digesting"
the people inside were actually peering
the mandirin oranges =)

now dinner~ guess what we have?
is....... MAMAK!! hahaha.. cause dad said everychinese stall will sure increase price one.. so let's have mamak wor.. not bad also la.. i also quite full after eating in all the house i visited. :p have ROTI NAN and CHEESE NAN~

*huh? i thought someone doesnt like cheese? (me)
BUhahahaha! I guess, maybe its really depends gua... i like the cheese in pizza, and now~ in CHEESE NAN!! it taste great~ ^^

chor 3

Hmm.. this day i not very happy la.. cause friends ffk me.. ><!!
Firstly, that friend before CNY already invited me to pay a vist to her house, but when i called,
she: huh? sorry ar... today not free ar... DONT COME ar.....! 

@@ alright~ fine.. then our secondary friends gathering gone~~~

i suppose to have a date in the night, promised to go for movie...
but again, the friend called: sorry ar.. jia Ling.. tonight i cant make it.. So...... ><!

Haizzya~ whatever la.. nevermind already lur.. no mood edi..
End up, my chor 3 fatt mou at home.. lepak online whole day...



chor 4!!

my last day before new semester start, we sent my brother to Arthur house...

Noted to Arthur: thank you very very much a!! ><! sorry if i bring u trouble. But really thank you a lot cause fetch my brother back to melacca ^^

after sending my brother to Arthur's house.. ^^ hehehe! Parents and I went for movie!! finally~~ We watched Saolin.
Nice movie! i like it, and i would like to watch it again.. * i wouldnt mind if u ajak me to watch the second time ^.<
mom and I watch the second one. Zui Keong Hei Si.. erm.. this one not very nice la.. thought can laugh till cant remember my surname one.. but disappoint me lo...
Then , dinner ate fish. and pay a visit to my grandpa house ^^ chat with him alot, *in HAkka XD

that's all until today~
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! EVERYONE~~

*chong wong means make the house prosperous. more people going in to the house believed can make the house more prosperous.

{Jia} [宁]
L!gHt

New Blog ? New Jia = )

First post of my blog would be an introduction about myself.

Me , Jia Ling *家宁

*info for those banana :p
家 means "home"
宁 means "peaceful"

So, my name Jia Ling brought the meaning of peaceful home.

I love my name honestly because I love my family very very much.

Although, yea~ i did argue with my parents and my brother.

Since talk about my family~

Then, let me intro a bit about my family... =)

My family consists of Parents (babamama) and i have a elder brother.

Alright, back to myself.

birth date huh?

Here you go~

I born on 8th July 1992.

Horoscope : Cancer.

(Some simple and direct description about cancer >> a person that love, care his/her family very very very much. )

Honestly, i doesn't that "addicted" to horoscope but still will have a look of it. *if im free for that.

Anyway, it quite true about the family thing..

I very very very very care about my family.

What i enjoy / like the most?

through my blog title more a less you can guess what i like lar~

i) I like LIGHT! not the super bright light that shine and which will cause your eyes pain that kind of light. What i mean is the light in the dark.

Errr.. forgot when it started... but now i like to see the night piece, seascape, mountain view

*all kind of scenery <3 <3 ^^

ii) My favourate colour BLUE !!

hahaha..! If you ask for my opinion which one is more beautiful/nice for ur t-shirt, dress or anything la~ Most probably the answer you will get from me is BLUE. xD

iii) I love to watch animation. But not much, just one.

Here , my favourate BLEACH!! ^^

iv) favourate activity, Cheers my friends up! by making them happy. When I see them happy , i will automatic be happy also~ =)

v) Idol , JAY CHOU. never change =) Kenny G
People who know guitars, piano , beatbox, saxaphone, drums...
* I deeply believe that when a person very concentrate doing something will automatic looks YENG/ pretty/ handsome!

vi) I love jazz music. especially in the midnight, quiet night..
the music with saxaphone, guitar , piano.. (huh? almost all songs have that wo? Err, what i mean is R&B and jazz one la)

vii) Taekwon-Do (ITF)
Im addicted to Tkd since 2008. Im learnt to become a more discipline person.
The Team spirit! is the main reason why i love it so much~ =)
i enjoy to be part of the team! the feeling of being in a team is fantastic!


What i dislike ??


i)   I hate smoking people... 

ii)  I hate cockcroach...
iii) I hate liar... (who will like it huh?) :p
iv) I cant eat spicy food...
v)  I dont like to waste food...

About me...

I can be as crazy as u cant imagine.. xD

I can be as quiet as u cant imagine also...

I am sentimental person...

I am good girl! hahaha! yeah! proud of myself!

I am brave.

I can be talkative if i wanted to ; i can be dont talk at all if i wanted to too.

I am gentle just that not much people can see that. :p

I am strong. ( my friend told me this)

Anything more? erm.. maybe? welcome to add comments about this ^^

Goodnight~ ^^ 1.25am 6/2/2011

{Jia} [宁]
L!gHt